When there's a moment deep in the wilds of a Walt Disney World butterfly conservatory that you find yourself wondering, "why the fuck am I here?"-just realize that it's not quite so existential as you'll want to think.

"I feel like I should be happier. I should feel fluttering when she touches me, passion when we kiss, fire when I press against her. I should be kindled with the love I’ve been taught I should have long before now."